images/avi/about-hero-speaking.pngFrom selling shoes on the streets of Kathmandu to Wall Street to building CreditVidya in India and selling it to CRED, I learned one thing the hard way: ambition and spirituality are not opposites.
The Yoga Sutras gave me the practice. Elite sport gave me the proof. The founder's day gave me the arena.
I sold shoes on the streets of Kathmandu as a kid. Worked Wall Street as a young man. Then co-founded CreditVidya in India and scaled it to 740 people over a decade. CRED acquired us. Twenty years of climbing.
The version of me from those years didn't pause. He sprinted.
That version got the company built. He also got me broken. I just didn't know it yet.
The slipped disc came first. Then the stroke. The body had been keeping score the entire time. I just hadn't been reading the ledger.
Some founders break in the boardroom. I broke in the body. The company kept running. I didn't.
Building the company had been visible. What it was costing me hadn't been — until it suddenly was. And then nothing else mattered.
Vipassana. Patanjali's Yoga Sutras, read and re-read. Studying what Phil Jackson did with the Bulls — and what George Mumford did with Kobe and Jordan. Federer's pre-serve breath. Annika Sörenstam's line in the grass.
The integration was the actual work. Not the side project. Not the retreat. Not "after the company."
The Deliberate Pause is what I built once I knew that. The principles behind championship composure, translated for an entrepreneur's day. I'm bringing both to you.
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